This 2 weeks i shall do nth but to make notes and practice my exam well. i cannot afford to drop this round. Now lets talk abt you. well, these few weeks i've made known to myself that i still need u to be around. even when times i whine, u're still here. i cannot imagine u to leave me for others. perhaps thats still love? idk. guess what, every single time u dont reply, or fall aslp, im always afraid smth happen to you..>< sigh.. i am just someone who dont show my feelings. so i'll be going chengdu, will u miss me? will u have me replaced? haha. From the day we broke up, i didnt want to leave u at all. i was in denial if u could tell. if i were to go, why would i still ask for yr embrace?.... sometimes i feel myself being a burden too. i may lost u oneday i know. becox right now arent u tired of this game? my patience is no longer for u.. i am aware of it. every lil things i get irritated with u. but i would still want to share my best food and thigns with u. i really dont know what to do next. u are everything which revolves and makes me smile. why did things turn out like this? where's our road we were suppose to walk tgt? feelings need to stop fading.. we need to love again.. perhaps after some time, we might make up our mind. babe, can u let me feel that beat for u once again? i miss u.................