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Tuesday, November 16, 2010 @ 11:13 AM

Somking is something i can hardly feel.. Migrane has been hitting me back because i've cut down on smoking. and this whole week! i didn't smoke! though i feel very terrible, and suffocated, but i'll just tolerate and endure until i can't take it den smoke.. (:

KEKEKE... =) *winks*

MY LOVELY APPLES!

lately im gonna work so hard with my projects and rws work(:

shall post some pics of my workplace at cove soon! it's like a heaven.. then again its a club house island.. so the deluxe is there.. yay! im gonna work hard, just so hard to be her dbs daughter! -.-

sigh.. talking about my mom is just another headache.. what do she knows about me man! never once seen her suporting me in netball nor swimming.. i mean not even motivational words.. and when im super down, i no longer expect she would even ask me if im okay.. im too immunbe to the pain she has impact on me.. so used to it already:(

its something that i have no confidence in.. which is myself. i don't make up a good lover i can say.. afterall these years, i have not been treating my lovers well enough.. except for one.. and i cna say i've served my deserved karma already.. even if i do have mroe, i should by done serving them. back then, i was reading on our past mesages. and i wonder if you will even read my blog again or not.. but well. thank god we are stil good friends and we are both hapily moving on(:

hopeherneckgetswellsoon!

the funny part about us is, we both feel we are not good enough for each other(:

i am glad we are in this stage now(: