wasted a day like ytd.. so shall mug all the way double today!
had a heart to heart talk with alwin.. :ZZ
i think i drank too much at one go.. abit in the wrong mind telling him wrong things
sometimes.. settling down with someone secure.. someone who can give you what you need isn't that bad..
but natsoh has a personality and attitude.. i DON"T DROP MY EXPECTATIONS..
if you have a plus point, it'll be great..

den again.. what's about love... what's about relationship.... seriously speaking.. i think you;re just lack of the heart racing feelings, outgoing and super daring character,bombasti figure... thats all yr lack of to be the one.. (:
can you live up to my expectations????? oh welll... women are still women... we have expectations... i do too.. else why would you like natsoh? hahahha...
maybe we should give some time between us... since you're at yr peak point until you cannot take to see me with another girl already.. im not gonna test yr limit, this is nonsense immatureness. but im just gonna stand and see what truely is love about in you.. what are you hoding exactly.. im gonna start to observe(:


on the other side, i have heart racing feelings for you. idk why.. though when i ned you badly, you weren;t there.. but you allowed me to be independant.. yr smile.. idk. but you seem caring and nice to everyone of yr friends around you..... i know you're confused.. how did i handle such a feeling after that break up... but.... i have many things to update you.... way to many.. all i want is to get ride of exams and catch up with you.. i'd really wanna know how you feel.. not becox if you dun like me, i won't like you.. i've changed to not be a selfish one.. i think about others now(:


her: i guess you should take a break and go easy on love.. maybe flirting or flinging around can help you get over everything. but what im for sure is... you need some time to cool down.. i know you're handling the aches.. but you can handle them in another way.. (: all the best to you!(: dun ever think about replacement.. haha.. apprantly it reminds me of what you once told me i'll never be replaced by anyone in yr heart? hahaha. okay.. may god bless you and unwanted unhappiness blow away!(: take care(: i do miss you(:

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