i just woke up.. woke up with a sad face. but i can't help. this is the only way i can release my piece of mind. writing.


i know what's going on. i had a clear picture of it. you don't need to say anymore further. i won't prob further either. becox... you need someone that is special. i am not the one.. the emotional connection between us is crucial. if you really have a feeling for me,tell me soon before i quit. the period is not long becox i don't even know if you are holding me on... i will stay if you could make me feel you're holding on.

after this. i dunno what's wrong.. but i feel like being quiet.. and just get over everything. get over all these unhappiness..