hearing your voice is just so magical.
all humans take things for granted.. lose them already then realise how important they are to you.
i can't turn back now.. i ignored all the care and concern, i must do it all the way. for your happiness, i must force myself even if it takes my life away.
i still rmb the old wordpress i used to write things for you.. made you keep laughing.. haha.. at least your happy(:
im happy when i see you happy...
life isn't the same without you.. i didn't give you one last kiss.
love... you are such a hassle...
i cant keep on living this way.. why did i push you away again and again? now i understand the reason why... becox i want you to be happy like now..
now i dunno what to do to myself..
i would give you anything to make you happy.
do anything to hear you say you love me for one last time..
i would die for you.. just to feel you happy..
i know its impossible for you to hear me say i love you once again.
i can;t stand look those pic that i framed.
you know how much it hurts to be missing. baby im missing you i love you.
i believe love.. you will come back if you do. if you don't.. i'll smile and be there to caught you when you fall.

sometimes i really ask myself why do i keep doing these hurt to you.. den i found out becox im too sensitive.. too much of a controlling and aggressive till you want to leave..

together we were fighting through the storms.. can we have one last fight?
i swear to god this time, you'll be my everything.
i'll give in 999 times if we were to quarrel 1000 times. the last chance is for you to let me say i love you..

i let you down enough.... its time i really leave.. no matter how fucking sad i am, hurt i am, emotional or depressing i feel, i'll not let them affect you... i'll be happy when i see you happy.

ALWAYS BE MY BABY. only you.
now you wanna be free, so im letting you fly..
cox in my heart i know you'll always be a part of me.
im going crazy for not caring for you, not hugging you when you're cold.
i ain;t gonna cry, but im begging you to stay.
if you're determine to leave girl, i'll not hold you down..
i love you still.. (: darling.. 22/6/10

Labels: bye bye baby girlfriend. this is my emotional post.. :(