a decision is made.. To you, i may be an option, but to me, you are someone i've chosen. Even if you were to not talk to me or even say it was all my wishful thinking creating an affection, fair enough. I've got nth to say.. But you made this feeling develop.. at the end of the day, i know you won't let me in to your guarded heart.. But im still here for idk why.. :( im sincerely sorry.. I told you i was a bad lover...