this post is for you:
pretending to love someone is hard.
stop pretending kyle.. you are tired.. so is she..
stop holding on to the past either.
i rmb when i were with you, you asked me if i were lying and i said yes.
i didn't regret admiting that it was a lie all along.
how about admiting it and handle the consequences?
you need to know im trying to make you see smth, the truth.
its called the truth.. don't torture yrself.. don't give up..
i want you to know smth. i love her. i lost her. she's never coming back. she loved elseone.
let me share with you, i don't want you to lose smth precious and regret. (;
don't lose her. you gladly know how much she helped you up..
and you, timing about behind her, i need you to wake up....
i quit my profile, your turn to press the X..
im sorry i can't be there for you just now... im feeling guilty..
you looked so sad even when you're sleeping..
i promise to help you stay strong kyle.. i promise you this.. don't give up...
slp tight.. (: you owe me a night's rest. im suppose to sleep.. :S

vernice, i know you are reading this and meantime pissing off. kyle needs you to know this.. this is what she told me before she knocked out.
"aiai doesn't want me because im out around, but i want to let her to know im falling for her"
"I need time to quit my habits, i need to have her with me, i found myself loving her"
vernice.. you should know more than i do what she's talking about.
you are tired, yes... let it go... you can never forget that night of what you saw with your eyes. but you can try to forgive. she deserves nothing, yes.. because she doesn't appreciate.. if you still love her, let her know you are angry, let her know how you feel, dun tell her you love her when you don't.. she isn't weak because she is upset.. she just wants you to stay.. im taking care of her for tonight.. she's holding my phone, i can't call. im sorry... take her back tmr morning. i saw yr blog.. im fine.. (: no worries.. im not bearing grudges, i am forgiving. bygones are bygones.. hurt are what i deserve(: i jolly accepted it.. you find it tiring for giving it your all because you're not meeting her halfway... she is quarter through.. give her a chance when you can forgive her.. else, let her go..
we all are lesbians.. we all have links.. amy and i are living examples whom you know best.. i forgived her, but she quit halfway through.. do you think she is loving her chinagirl now? she isn't.. that night when she was drunk, ben called me, i heard your name.. what's this about? haha.. aiyah.. quit this complicated nonsense... be firm on your decision.. don't do smth implusive.. im forever your friend.. although we are merely pub friends. we make nonsense, talk nonsense, do nonsense things.. hahah! i won't forget that trash bag... vandecovan... :p
i didn't save yr number becox your hp is forever changing. call my house.. i'll be home.. (: