mood: feeling useless, sucking up to it. S:

i have no idea what i should do to be good.
i will not be a third party.
im very happy. i've already treated what i've lost as memories..
so please don't come back..
its so hard to get you out of my head..
i wanted to wait.. wait for your return.
but from the way you treated me when i really needed you to be there....
i knew that you don't even care or bother about me.
my presence to you is nothing.
her her and only her is feeling in your every part of body and organs.
i guess you and her are happy now..
i won't ask, i won't speak.. i won't show..
but i'll be happy when you are..
i can't believe i liked you this much..
and i promise to not be a thrid party again..
but if one day you fall, im gonna be there to catch you when you need me...