i guess im sick recently.. im feeling so cold at the inside and warm at the outside..
eating alot alot alot.. not within limits.. feeling real restless, moodless and patientless.
im deprive from happiness nowadays. haha.. must be..
phsically and mentally weak, emotional breakdown is approaching soon. :\
having to be born with such temper can literally kill me.
i should change, i will change and i must change.

you are the drug that i can't survive without.
im enduring the days without any of these.
this sat, im not as keen to join the party.
becox i want myself to stay away.
touching you has got me addicted.
i should be isolated. (:

natsoh just wants you to pick those pieces up when you are ready.
she's waiting.
she's a plaine jane, not only so but also a no confidence one.

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