i think i deserve all this treatment from you. i totally deserve it..
but i really really have no idea you are still that mad or smth.
i really hope we can be friends again..
whenn i saw you in the chalet ytd, i was happy.. but you were so fierce that i couldn't dare myself to say bye to you..
im sorry..=(

sigh.. and you.. i have no idea how long you wanna be mad at me.. i know that you are jealous about me and her.. but the thing is.. we are all friends.. unless fromt he start you didn't treat me as one.. well... i love to build bridges.. but you broke the bridge.. i tried to make amendments again and again.. the tolerance for some things is limited. hmm.. if you aren't happy as a fren with me den forget it ba.. you'll be happier without me as a friend.. =)

im sorry to someone i made pissed and upset last night.. i APOLOGISED but it seems that its not working.. hmmm.. i guess i'll just leave her alone for the mean time and also give myself some time off...

i need some time alone. i really do.. give me some time to sort out my thinkings.. be comfortable with my new environment and some time to be prepared to settle down.. i don't want to be unhappy like all you guys said.. so ya.. :)

Labels: i need you badly.. but your love isn't there anymore. my bad. i caused it. i deserve it.