spent more than 100 bucks over cosmetics today and later bought some food and will be buying some other stuff.. im broke..
when im stress, i just need to let go.. but this ain't the way i should know..
well, i hope this will be the first and the last time..
pisssed and happy. nice emotion.

anyway. recieved a text from some ppl. guess im just to up to standard yet...
i should just stop working for them and continue my studies. true?
i shouldn't have put in my " potentials" when i don't have any..
whats the point, disappointments from myself is all i get in return.
work hard for the better? nice phrase, hard work.
i guess not many ppl will believe this but i sure have a hard life, but im just not hard enough.
facing whatever it comes alone.
she's never a good catch btw. :S