BIRTHDAY?

today is natsohlizhen's 17th birthday. december 29.
she was really upset last night.
she woke up this morning getting texts and she smile.
but a min ltr more texts came in. and she got bombed by her good frenz who never fails to celebrate her birthday. but this year nat was fucked cared.
she went out to help mummy fax a extreme important letter.
den she went all the way to yew tee to pass besti her shoes.
den she came home. felt lost.
she was waiting for someone or just anyone to call her to cheer her up.
but none did. so she went to the kitchen to grab a packet of curry flavour maggi noodles to cook and eat.
5 mins ltr she lied on the sofa crying.
1 hr ltr she is still crying.
kai enn gave her a call and came to her house.
kai enn was only 4yrs old. he gave her a tissue and said happy birthday :')
kai enn gave her a peck on the check and said:" zeh zeh, don't cry (:"
this was the second time crying on my birthday. perhaps i shouldn't be born.
i called mummy, she reject my call, daddy didn't pick up.
i don't feel like talking.
i only want someone to stop my from crying.