okay... today went out early to meet kiamin at mrt station for tyhpoid jab.. we damn funny.. i went ntuc find some boss to get my cert.. den i did some stupid stuff that is so unglam to max.. btw.. it wasn't on delibrate... hahaha.. den we went the clinic near by to get my cert n her jab.. okay.. im OVERWEIGHT! shitttty shit... i really should stop all my rubbish eating... my stupid mouth.. damn... haha.. den after that went down to tamp have friendly match.. so cool can.. but i know i did alot mistakes.. i was guilty.. was rather upset i didn't put my everything inside.. my mind did drifted far while i was playing.. i dunno why.. sighs... n i fell.. hit my knee.. rolled around.. small matter.. my wrist was injured.. my fault for not taking good care of it.. hope it recovers fully before match.. damn it... n ya... left someone with disappointments.. haha! nvm.. shall make up to her next time..
i cried on the train for i dunno why...
i find myself a failure?
i have no right to say others.. they are right.. i should shud up..
i was listening to the song point of no return.. listened to the lyrics carefully.
and i finally understand what u want..
i really feel like hugging someone n just say out every single thing i feel..
its tough to go crazy everyday and emo in the night..
i want to go drinking now... i want to get rid of your presences in my memories.
it hurts to go around telling ppl how happy i am now.. becox i know cleary i aren't..
no one ever asked neither one understands...

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