being so tired n worn out these days... studied.. work out.. mentally tortured.. physically tortured.. so many downs n ups... sigh.. what could i say? work harder? dun give up? be strong? how hurt i am deep inside.. wow.. fabulous.. the feeling all coming against me... :) yet im still smiling to my class, cheering them up one by one when they cried for love, when they are injured, i aid them.. cliques.. i missed much... mel,sl,sijie,jovy.. i know u guys are real upset about what happen recently... sorry for not being there to help out... im sure that we all are gonna be just fine... hugs...

hey there.. if i had a choice, i wouldn't wanna say that to u either.. i ain't happy at all these 2 days... i went to sch without a smile. without a meal.. without a sunshine... without a shadow.. i can't imagine how i was that day.... it seemed like u crawled out of my heart secretly.. u crossed my heart with a penknife in yr hand... it splits... i loved u... i ain't leaving u.. i will die for u.. i will wait for u... i can't stand to see u cry... i just dunno what to do with myself.. i can't bear to see myself n u together in that pic.. do u know much it hurts to miss u? u said u wanna know what im feeling, what im going through, what im doing.. this is it... how u feel? like crying? :( inside my soul i knew u were my only hope, my only loved. i wanted u so badly.

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