okay.. sl(stupid lame) juz complain that i dun want her anymore.. haha.. so here i am back to my blog to blog about her.. she said she miss me.. hmm.. actually i do too.. but she so busy.. haiyoh... im sorry slpng.. haha..
oh ya.. and for ah chew.. she likes to say about the like like n love love thing.. becox she will mention that my blog is always full of misery and feelings.. eh. of cox la.. im such a emotional person.. haha.. kidding.. but ya.. its juz some random post about lyrics n songs lo.. :)
okay.. i think there is smth im not sure of..should i say or not? i know its long over.. but i think that, since its over, why not juz say everything out? hmm.. but after a thought about many said to me, i started to hesitate.. im glad that u are happy now.. i wanna apologise for hurting u.. hope that u could build in some courage n be strong.. i juz want u to know that there is sure someone who can treat u better, love u more than i used to.. so look on the brightside and stop thinking about the past.. be more cheerful and positive.. i know im not in a position to say this.actually i couldn't help too.. nvm... i dun wish to continue anymore.. the past is the past, once the old river water have flown down, u can never scoop back the water u want. i admit i made u in misery. im sincerly sorry.. hope u can put it behind n start afresh yr own life.. no use crying over a spilled milk. dun indulge in the past anymore. make yrself a better person like how u said before.. im not a person worth yr tears nor even worth for u to think of daily.. i hereby hope god could bless u with more smiles n laughter daily..

i know that i have no chances.. becox im not someone famous, not someone cute or hot nor handsome. i dun have a control to my mind. but i think i did my best.. obviously.she is out of my reach. im wasting my time cox she'll never be mine.. and i know i never will be good enough for her.. in her heart, i dunno where im standing..feelings can appear within 1 sec, but accepting someone into yr life takes a period of time. nat soh sucks to the core and she's leaving.

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