i fell down again.. i knew there was a drain right in front. but i fell in becox i was too confident of myself. i told myself n forced myself sometimes to even walk at the side. but i always fall.. a few days later.. i will pick myself up.. alone.. i've learnt so many things in all my 16years.. "give up", this word did run through my mind.. but i was clear that i'll never do that.. i have a strong stand.. but no discipline.. thus fell in the end.. sometimes i just felt i could just give up.. but this word is just an excuse for running away from reality.. lets just face it.. its over... i can only blame on myself for being playful n childish at a moment of time. wrong thing to come at wrong time.. no matter how i've tried, i'll still fall. i can't control my fate. but i just know i had regrets and im very very sad.. disappointed with maths.... despite the way things has end, i'll just pick myself up again and try..how miserable can i be... sigh... i'll always remember how i fall. my life is filled with many many obstacles and full of troubles.. i'll still fight on. i'll never let anyone tear my dream.

im staying to prove to you i've changed. i want you to know im serious for you.
tell me when u need me again. i will always be there for you. just let me be there for you, will you?

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