ytd was damn tired.. on thurs nite i didn't slp becox of my "lovely" bro.. thanks huh.. in the morning i went to find yan mei around 9plus.. she suddenly called me n sound so bad on the phone.. so consoled her n go ite with her for her course thingy.. den go her sch take her testi n stuff.. haha.. den after all of that, i was freaking tired le.. so we went to eat at holland den go ntuc bring jacket to someone n went home straight to sleep.. its hollly tired la!!!.. so i put alarm clock at 5.30 as i got nite shift ltr on.. but in the end... I WOKE UP AT 5.50!!!.. so chiong down bike to work.. haha.. so worked le until 8plus, ppl call me go factory work, from 11pm to 7 am... so i said okay lor. can.. THEN! AROUND 9.59! WHEN WE WERE ABOUT TO CLOSE DOWN,! THIS STUPID OLD HAG CAME N ASK ME TO CUT COCONUT FOR HER! NI NEH! SO PEK CHEK LA.. ppl kan chiong go factory work den she liddat.. AHAHAH! den nvm.. so i went to cut for her.. awhile ltr when i offing the weighing machine, she bloody come tell me she want another coconut cox its sweet! WAH PIANG!.. I totally gave her the WTH face la! haha.. den chiong go work again.. 2 days never slp.. den ytd never eat also.. wah.. the factory of soap make me wanna puke la.. initially when we went in we keep smelling.. cox its nice.. den ltr on we begged the uncle to open the big door for some fresh air to come in..yea.. so worked till morning everyone like dead body stack on top of each other.. got 10 ppl there.. luckily i was not the below ones la.. haha.. yup.. den went for a snack AT LEAST! .. haha.. yup.. it was fun la.... but tiring lor.. night life sey.. haha.. someone said de... yup.. and when i reached home.. i first thing i do was... throw myself on the sweet n comfortable bed of mine.. haha.. so my mom went to poke me for 5 mins.. she tot i was dead.. as i totally BO HIU her.. so she went to smell me n ask.. "AYE! WHY YR SHIRT SMELL SO NICE ARH? U GO WHERE BATH? U LIED RITE? SAY GO WORK.. SURELY GO FREN HOUSE TON!".. i didn't bother to explain.. so ya.. slpt till now? haha.. from 8am until now 8 pm.. haha.. 12 hours.. guess im really tired.. actually i today got work afternoon shift de.. but i cancelled it.. take a break.. oh ya...den there's this old lady i met juz now. i bought dinner from her only.. and she keep talking.. so i dunno if she's talking to me or herself.. haha.. so i put my hand there.. den she asked why i put my hand there. she tot i wanna give her hi-5.. so i said no.. auntie.. i dunno who u are talking to, yrself or me.. thus if u are talking to me, i put my hand there.. u talk to my hand.. den she shud up liao... sew her mouth!

while i was working, i was in a daze. i finally got things into my mind. i know what to do already..
no matter how busy u are to keep yrself from thinking, if its suppose to appear, no way u can stop.therefore, let it be..
i dun wish to think. becox it never ends.
she's right. maybe i should tell her at least..
maybe i should keep quiet forever.

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