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Tuesday, November 11, 2008 @ 11:33 PM

my heart keep bleeding.. i had the worst day ever.. no feelings already.. im juz an empty shell.. crack as hard as u can. juz whack.. maybe u will feel better? some things are to be said.. some things are not.. i suppose i did my best.. if i fall oneday.. hope no one will pull me up becox i deserve to be alone falling.. can anyone sense how terrible i feel now?? haix.. can u believe i had my heart ached over this things?? how silly i am.. :/ i would not think of m.i.a at this moment... but to go some where to seriously release all my stress n everything.. i once heard this from someone.. in life surely got up down.. its how u gonna overcome the obstacle.. but being alone doesn't mean u are strong, n having frenz doesn't mean u are happy.. in a path.. its how u gonna walk tat brings u out.. not how the path is gonna lead you to hold you firm.. song is rite.. she can throw me thousands n billions of words of understanding n wisedom to me.. but she can never feel nor understand how terrible this life i am holding... i can tell myself im happy. im fine. i can always put on a smile.. but you can never know how sad one being can be when she lost her courage to define happiness..

爱过你的我，好想放弃。但心里不停地哭。

不想走的你为何还一至想离开我？

能带我走吗？

Labels: im still missing you.. tears ain't stopping.