im having fever now.. but i dun care.. i lost my wallet today.. i lost my soul.. i lost my bag.. i lost my mind.. i paid taxi fare 20bucks when its only 7.. my best fren hurt me today.. i cried.. he said let it go. its a past already.. im utterly disappointed and lost.. i dunno what to do.. dunno whats wrong.. i dun want to have any things.. i dun want to be brave.. i dun want to be strong.. i dun wan to be a gentlemen. i dun wan to be amiable.. im juz a coward hiding from problems.. im holding my tears when he said tat.. but it still fell.. many rolled down my cheeks.. some on the key board. some evapourated..'TRYING VERY HARD to be brave enough to overcome every obstacles.' this was my blog name. life was tough on me.. throwing me so many obstacles over n over again.. can u spare me for a moment? becox i've cried many nights.. despite telling myself to be strong.. i tried to be cheerful, do u think its a success? life is juz so unkind.. i dun await for a relationship.. but at least can u make me happy? make me smile.. without smiles.. i feel terrible.. even if u give me a relationship now. i dun think i want it. becox i know my heart awaits for someone. SHE held me going for days weeks months. u gave me a word n i had to leave. i cried so many nights. how cruel it is.. i can't forget the days we had. pls unbreak my heart n say u love me again. undo this hurt which u caused when u walked out the door and walked out of my life. dun leave me with all these pain nor leave me out in the rain. come back n say u love me.

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