i was upset recently.. becox i felt so unfaithful to you..i dunno wads wrong with me.. whenever i make new frenz.. which r girls.. i would think of u.. i always remind myself to not flirt.. becox i really love u n i dun wan to lose u becox i cannot afford to.. but no one believes.. i believe i really love u.. my eyes filled up with tears.. can't forget the hurt.. i knew this person.. recently.. many ppl says i liked her.. but i liked her as a fren.. come on... she is a straight.. how can i do this to u nor her? its both unfair.. i used to be living in a broken hearted house n life.. but u gave me a light.. a torch n pulled me up.. i know i treated u badly sometimes.. but i didn't mean it.. i made my promise to u.. i quit smoking..quit flirting.. quit fighting.. quit being rude.. even not playing basketball when u said no.. how i begged u for it... basketball n singing is my passion... i hope u can understand.. i know u care for my knee. but i believe it will heal.. how am i able to let things go when it hurt so much sometimes?

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