okay. has super rush day.. and i've not slept well for the past 3 days becox of tps project. nice..
im so dark after beach fiesta. hate it.. i want to get whiter and get rid of my scars.
my next mission: study hard for upcoming exams. project cleared! finally!

all things are gonna happen naturally.
we were warned already.
i hate liars, you knew.
words you gave were covered, more words than i ever heard.
but i need actions.
last straw works both ways.
i'll rmb everything you've said. :)
in my life, i need someone just as sweet as you.

Labels: we are through......................... :( tearing me apart.

was rushing on my project ytd at home. whole day after seeing doc den went to work.
went out with cute little wane.. super cute.. he was giggling with his tears when he fell. haha.
more importantly i finshed the ppt!!!! now rushing on report..
i was just wondering why did i do that for again? i swear im not gonna slog my life for one fuck project.. stupidity.

trying balancing the whole thing but end up tangled.
yes! i can't wait for exams den go kelong!!!!
please!!!

hundreds pages of us has gone. let's flip to next chapter.
there is nothing wrong being a lesbian.
but don't cheat yourself on loving. :)

Labels: can't wait to finish this exam

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love, the love that I love.

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive

Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see me now
oh love love,
You and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just dream of
And if you could see me now
Well I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I'm free, oh, I'm free

And it's okay if you have to go away
Oh just remember the telephone works in both ways
And if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang

Cause you an i both loved
What you and i spoke of
And others just dream of
And if you could see me now
well I'm almost finally out of.
I'm finally out of, finally, deedeeededede
well I'm almost finally, finally, finally out of words.

Labels: the hundreds and hundreds of words we don't forget

cool!.. ytd after work at claypot rice at amk. alwin drove us there. den went home. took bike and cycle to tiong to find the rest.. super dark la! scared till i shut my eyes and ride la. den lolli called me and say she having mac at vanessa house. so she not coming tonight. aww... den we cycled to town. through zouk and social club.. saw some lesbian cliques with their friends.. den went beer bridge for a drink.. hah.. must be thinking im mad to rink and drive.. haha.. but its only a can.. so its fine.. feel more hyper la! ahhah.. went to tiong back to eat breakfast. YONG TAU HU 24HR. like. den send them to their lift den i rode home..

reached home den went to pick lolli to my house. slpt. woke up. she went home. i lazy to study. just feel like going out now.. hahah

i miss the times we all cuddle together and drink at sam's place. lesbian day! haha. :)


spent more than 100 bucks over cosmetics today and later bought some food and will be buying some other stuff.. im broke..
when im stress, i just need to let go.. but this ain't the way i should know..
well, i hope this will be the first and the last time..
pisssed and happy. nice emotion.

anyway. recieved a text from some ppl. guess im just to up to standard yet...
i should just stop working for them and continue my studies. true?
i shouldn't have put in my " potentials" when i don't have any..
whats the point, disappointments from myself is all i get in return.
work hard for the better? nice phrase, hard work.
i guess not many ppl will believe this but i sure have a hard life, but im just not hard enough.
facing whatever it comes alone.
she's never a good catch btw. :S


im so stress nowadays.
i hope everything is alright between us too before we go to sleep and wake up next day with backs facing each other.
i don't wanna go to bed being mad at you.

give me some guidence. some peace. some time.
need do well for my studies.
work like a bull, study like a nerd, smile like a joker.

she got a wrong thing thats why i love her.
but i believe now we are over. :)
new girls new boys. new flings new lovers. one boyfriend.

Labels: spent a little time with me will you?